The IdeaL Birth...

am I the IDEAL son??? or my sister is???

The Ideal daughter???The Ideal SON??? So which one is it???

• - SMART ???
• - GOOD-LOOKING???
• - HARDWORKING???
• - GENEROUS???
• - SOCIALLY COMPETENT???
• - CONFIDENCE???

We were born in this 'interesting' world together with hopes.... Hopes of our parents to see us succeed in life....Hopes of elder generations to see better generations for the future of the country....Hopes of grandparents to see new generations of their traits...Hopes of families to see new babies who may bring joy and happiness for everyone....

Yes, people have hopes...Just like Adam and Hawa when they were sent to earth by Allah (For Muslim) Some parents want their children to be the best of themselves....Some want them to be what they couldn't be before (watch AF audition and listen to what the parents say why they're supporting their child)...My question is?

• - Can we be exactly what they want us to be??
• - Can we fullfil what they hope us of becoming???

and SO....when we cannot be what they want us to be???? Are we that so-called ANAK DERHAKA??? Agendas....Plans....Strategies....yeah, everyone has them....and so do we!

Nowadays, I've seen so many cases where children are depressed because they cannot achieve what their PARENTS wanted them to..... Last year, an Indian girl killed herself because she did not get 5As for UPSR compared to her siblings and this therefore, had created tension on her....And the final decision is..................SUICIDE! SUICIDE! SUICIDE!

Parents....

Stop putting pressures on your children....Its heartbreaking to see small kids have no time with friends playing 'masak-masak' and dolls and so on but instead, spending time in schools, tuition classes, Piano classes, blablabla classes....Accept them for who they are....guide them with LOVE and ATTENTION...coz with that, then, with god's will, you will have your IDEAL BIRTH! end.

Aim for ONE!

I dont know if u guys have read the newspapers or watched TVnews or anything, but did u hear about the news where that Jerlun MP, Mukhriz Mahathir suprisingly came out with a splendid idea. As we know, Malaysian are struggling from this racial conflicts where everyone especially the other races (chinese and Indian) were questioning the ketuanan melayu thingy.Well, I dare say what Mukhriz proposed yesterday is a fantastic idea to cope with this problem in the future.

He wanted Malaysia to have one (I mean SINGLE) education system where EVERY malaysian should go to the same type of school (no more SJK or SRJK or anything) and basically learned about the same thing.

I mean yeah! sharing my experience here... I went to sekolah pondok when i was 7 to 9 years old, then to Sekolah Kebangsaan ( 10-12 years old) where I dont even mingle with any chinese student. I mean I dont have any chinese friends! because of what?? because they are simply not there... (Its PENANG anyway). I dare say most of them went to what we call SRJKC (sekolah jenis kebangsaan cina).

and PLUS! I went to Sekolah AGAMA al-irshad where again, no chinese nor indian is there! AND lastly, I went to UITM where of course again everyone is a BUMIPUTERA! Fuhh, I am not here to portray myself as a person who looked up high to other races, but simply here to say that, after the life that I've experienced in High school and primary school, I end up to be like this...a person who is extremely sceptical when speaking with chinese....

I ended up to have no friends of chinese...

I ended up to be looking at chinese as a bad community...

I ended up to be a total 'MALAY' person and not a total 'MALAYSIAN' person...

I am here as one of the future educator in Malaysian really see this as a good opportunity for we, the citizen of Malaysia to really look at this question -

.............Why do we have to fight over stupid things?? (politics???sign boards???)

Remember that we are one....we are the generations that our ancestors, The citizen of TANAH MELAYU before had blood over their body for.....Malaysia used to be so calm despite our multiracial community....

Please end this war soon....amin!

The Missing Me...

Last 14th of november 2008, me and Kahar went for a can i say 'holiday' at shah alam and along Kuala Lumpur....we've taken a few nice pictures...just wanna share with you guys....all of these were taken at Sunway Pyramid Mall USJ..

Me...

Posing maut dengan the one and 0nly HAFIZ!

Me with my Best Pal eva....

10 THINGS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME!

The situation is quite, I dare say extravaganzaly hectic here...I have another 4 chapters to finish before I could settle myself comfortably for the final exam tomorrow, but, what can I do? Sometimes nothing can force the heart goes fonder. I just want to finish this semester off and have a fantastic holiday with my family, Sulaiman and Kahar...Yeehaa! Wait for me guys! Anyway, out of the blue (red i guess, coz blue is not my thingy you see), I have this urge to write a new post...These are the 10 things that People don't know that I've been doing it all these while...hehehe

1) I always sing when I am riding my motorbike...you know what, its not like simple-simple kinda song, but its normally gemilang-jaclynVictor kinda song OK! hehehe

2) I would normally study for about 30 minutes and rest for one hour! I'm not kidding! Contohilah sayee...heheh

3) Sometimes, at night, while my parents are sleeping, I would go to the kitchen and 'steal' any leftovers there...and eat...eat...eat...fuhhh...crazy me

4) I lOVEEE Potato chips sooo much!!! at least once a week, I shall go to 7E and buy it.

5) Sometimes I 'curi-curi' using my housemate's toothpaste...Sori...hehe

6) This one is quite disgusting ... shall I write this ... hurmm.... Well, everytime I pick my ears, I will...hehehe....smell it first OK....hehehe... I dunno why...its natural oK!

7) I fancy in taking pictures of my friends who were sleeping in classes...Believe me, I have LOADS of them....some even uploaded in my Myspace account...KANTOI!!

8) I am suffering from this disease named the lazy-butt syndrom... I hate to get up again when I'm already on my tilam listening to nice songs in Hot.fm....Sometimes, I even asked people to get things done for me...arghh!!

9) While having a nice-refreshing shower, I would imagine myself as if I am singing at the final stage of ONE IN A MILLION singing competition....where thousands are watching me and clapping for my powerful voice...wahhH!!!at the end, ini sumer hanya ANGAN2 mat jenin... :(

10) It doesn't stop there!!! When I am about to sleep, I will normally listen to my favourite songs (normally sad2 and romantic2 ones) and imagine as if the song is about me! hehe, sometimes, I even cried listening to those songs...aiyooo!

The Chaotic Of Phonetics

Oh my god! even hearing somebody to be talking about this subject makes me sick! Well, honestly I don't hate it....I dont love it either...but you know what...its extremeeeeely tough to get an A for this subject!! and I'm soooo f***ing tired rite now....after 5 hours i spent at library with Aza and Ezza putting our mind to this subject, we'd only managed to finish till chapter 3!!! aiyakkkk!!! I'm so sickkk!!! Well, to be honest I hope to get at least a B for this subject...hopefully I guess....But still!! of course, its gonna bring tremendous affect towards my CGPA later on....sucX!!! Waaa!!! anyway, after quite a few minutes of looking back at my carry marks, presentations, tests, and so on and 0n and on....I would really to share this with you guys:

(PREDICTION)

Educational Psychology : A 4.00

Teaching English Through Drama: A- 3.67

Kesatria: A 4.00

Report Writing A- 3.67

Oral Communication B+ 3.33

Phonetics and Phonology B 3.00

Mandarin 1 B 3.00.

Oh SHIT!!!!!!!! Teruklaaa this sem!!! How would I wanna get a DL for this kind of result...argh! hopefully its gonna be better and not worse....Fuhh!

TOP 10 World's Next GreatesT CitieS!!!

The Top 10.... From thousands of developing cities in the world....(Source: Forbes.com)

1) Shang Hai, China

2) Beijing, China

3) Budapest, Hungary

4) KUALA LUMPUR, MALAYSIA

5) Santiago, Chile

6) GuangZhou, China

7) Mexico City, Mexico

8) Warsaw, Poland

9) Bangkok Thailand

10) Shingzhen, China

The end of SEMESTER 3

Finally, I have arrived at the final stage of semester 3 B.Ed TESL....What an excrutiating semester I've gone through this year....Sure enough, things had taught me to be a better person in life considering a few ..hurmm...i dare say 'interesting' moments of my life in campus...(ya rite)...Anyway...here are some of the advise that I would really love to share with my readers....enjoy then!!

1) Firstly, DO NOT and DO NOT ever put 100% trust even if its your own uncle/auntie/cousin/whateva...well seriously, they would destroy your life just in a blink of an eye... Yerp, its hard when you are being so close with that someone, and out of the blue, your back is bleeding...ya rite!! your back is seriousssly bleeding....therefore, be very careful if you wanna choose your friend...its either they may lead you to a magnificent future life....or bringing you down.... :)

2) Ya, its not good to be selfish but i hv learnt this semester that sometimes, its a lot BETTER to be selfish...Yerp, I have been and am still suffering from what i can say 'too much concern' to someone/some persons...Alhamdulillah, Allah is the almighty,despite what I got from them after a huge sacrifice for two semesters, I am sitting here....having lots of fun returning back to my memories...

3) Trust your brain and not your instinct...this is because, sometimes, instinct can always mislead you to somewhere that you know, for god sake, that you do not want to be there...use your brain, think wisely, and act appropriately....this is what I learnt from my relationship with used-to-be my newest close friend....(god knows better)

4) OF COURSE!! not to forget, I learnt to use mosquito repellent everytime I sleep....Dengue had definitely taught me to be more'rajin' laa in using that cute little mosquito repellent... spending almost 2 weeks at hospital will NEVER be a choice anymore!!! aaaa!!!

5) choose groupmates for any group work CAREFULLY!!! fuhh, to tell you the truth, so far, Aza is the best group mate i have ever got...she's hardworking, dedicated, full of motivation and commitment << this is what i want for a perfect groupmate....Well, I've got a few others (jangan terasa k) yg agak mengecewakan...but luckily, everything had finished on time...and hopefully another DL for me??? god knows better lerrr...

6) Finally, I've learnt that......................SINGING IS HARD!!!!!!!!! fuhh, joining the voice talent competition made me wanna scream out loud!!! its really hard to control your notes especially the lower ones. (susah wooo)...so jgn ingat nyanyi tuu just a piece of cake wokeiii...daa!!